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People can be met anytime, everywhere. Whether we can be friends is depending on both, willingness to spend time with and openness to share our life with. Still, I believe in fate. We can be really close friends. If the timing is right, people can move one step further into a relationship. I remember one of my friends told me, ‘listen to your MIND n HEART, if this is right for you, then go for it. Don’t ever start a relationship if u r not sure or not ready for it coz it will be a pain for both of u at the end. Besides, it is not harmful to be just friends’. Well, I didn’t agree with what he said at first but now, I totally get what he meant to say.

Yea……im not ready for it, or maybe I should say it is better for us to be friends. For these days, I try to convince myself that ‘I can do it, I can work it out’, but no, it is tired to lie to myself. I thought we can get along well as time passing, but no, it is getting worse. Finally, I had the courage to ask u. When u told me that u r not into this too, I was relieved at first but upset after………….i was upset coz u shouldn’t ask me at the beginning if u r not sure…..i was upset coz u didn’t tell me earlier………also I was upset with myself coz to be foolish as not telling u at the time I realise the problem….

Somehow, Im glad that we have sorted things out n made things clear. It is always important to open our heart n say it out. We agree to be still friends, but I admit that im avoiding you. I don’t know what to do if I see u. Talk to u as usual or keep a distance from you. However, I can tell u that I don’t like what we are doing now, less conversation. We used to have lots to chat. There is a gap in between now. Just hope time will tell us what to do. At this time, I just want to say that im happy to know u no matter what. Thanks for the moments. You are a special friend =) best wishes to u

Honestly, im surprised to hear from you again. It has been a while we havn’t talked to each other. Truly sorry that I forget about when was the last time we had our conversation. However, I remember the first time we met. We were so familiar with each other, lots of conversation. Sadly, we don’t have the similar or close to a same ambition. You are looking for independent and adventurous life as well as freedom, but im looking for peaceful and steady life but more dependent on my family. I think, this is the reason that tear us apart………. No matter what, im very happy to know you. I have learned things from you that I can’t learn from others. Thanks!

I am thinking, I, actually have to learn to grow up. Stepping into the adulthood, soon, will be a totally new journey for me. Family, only can help in some ways in my life but not all. I am the only one who can control and change the way I want to be. So, learn something new is always need courage; and with courage, I can make the change. And you know what, these are what I learned form you so far. I admired that. I know that it is important to be aware of the mistake in order to make a new start. Anyway, I promise, I will try my best!