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    May 17

    my friend

    Honestly, im surprised to hear from you again. It has been a while we havn’t talked to each other. Truly sorry that I forget about when was the last time we had our conversation. However, I remember the first time we met. We were so familiar with each other, lots of conversation. Sadly, we don’t have the similar or close to a same ambition. You are looking for independent and adventurous life as well as freedom, but im looking for peaceful and steady life but more dependent on my family. I think, this is the reason that tear us apart………. No matter what, im very happy to know you. I have learned things from you that I can’t learn from others. Thanks!

    I am thinking, I, actually have to learn to grow up. Stepping into the adulthood, soon, will be a totally new journey for me. Family, only can help in some ways in my life but not all. I am the only one who can control and change the way I want to be. So, learn something new is always need courage; and with courage, I can make the change. And you know what, these are what I learned form you so far. I admired that. I know that it is important to be aware of the mistake in order to make a new start. Anyway, I promise, I will try my best!  

    May 13

    life......

    What is the meaning of life? ............
    Well, everyday, i wake up on time, have breakfast then head off to school or work. Back home on time, have a little chat with family, then dinner time. Do some readings, browse the net, then time to bed..............repetition!!!!
    Sometimes, spend some times with my family: doing houseworks, watching DVDs or shopping. This is happy!
    Sometimes, hangout with friends: shopping or having dinner or just gossiping. This is fun!
    Somehow, isn't that boring?
    Lately, nearly the end of the semester, also, is time to lock myself in my room - because of preparing for tests, assignments and exams. Finally, asking myself, what is the purpose  of doing so. Achieving my goals? My interests? or just because i want to be seen as a good girl?
    Have a thought about it....... It is just my life. I have to move on no matter what. So, why don't i do something that is more interesting and meaningful? May be not now, could be someday in the future.
    Now, it is just a beginning of my journey...........